I can’t stop asking “Why? “
I know in my head that it’s not about me. The other person is going through something and they can’t handle the attention, communication, and effort required to maintain a friendship or relationship with me. But I want to be there for them. I want to support them. They’re not letting me.
I know in my heart that I can’t control their actions. I want connection, and I want to share and love, but you can not love someone that doesn’t want to be loved. But why does that hurt me too?
To my friends that are ghosting me, I hope you are okay. I hope you get through whatever it is you’re going through. I hope you are okay, and are receiving the support you need.
I won’t deny that this is tearing me apart though. I thought we had something, and you walking away from it like that is not an implication onto me, but it still breaks my heart.
